Indescribable

So last night I didn't get much sleep.
I was pretty bad today.

bad mood, man.

I lost my camera charger. It made me mad. I mean, my parents paid good money for this camera and all I do is go and lose it?? what?? no.

so, I was pretty mad. like, really mad. I looked EVERYWHERE! I even looked in an old suitcase. but no, no cigar.

So I prayed. A lot. and nothing happened, immediately.

I am a very very very impatient person. It truly is one of my worst qualities. I'm working on it though!!!

soooo, I cleaned up my house like I was supposed to. and seeethed. and seethed. and brooded. and seethed.

and chatted with Sera. and Jell.

and then realized that I was being completely and utterly pathetic.

and then the shuffle on my ipod went to this song


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKSQjSdU8VA

Free To Be Me, Francesca Battistelli


this pretty much defines me.

"Sometimes I believe that I can do anything
Yet other times I think I've got nothing good to bring
But You look at my heart and You tell me
That I've got all You seek
And it’s easy to believe
Even though...

 I got a couple dents in my fender
Got a couple rips in my jeans
Try to fit the pieces together
But perfection is my enemy
On my own I'm so clumsy
But on Your shoulders I can see
I'm free to be me"

It made me feel better, immediately. I love, love, love that song. So much.

And then I went to go put a pen away. And I realized that the table that is under the pen holder also houses the ultimate electronic drawer. and I opened the drawer, rooted around, and found it. IT. my CAMERA CHARGER.

God is so amazing. and wonderful. and incredible.

I love Him.

:)

~LS